My love life has pretty much consisted of just "moments". At times, I would be satisfied with them and other times I thought they were just a complete waste! Though, like the saying goes "The time you enjoy wasting is not wasted time". I must say that I did enjoy the "moments" while they lasted. Even though there were those traumatizing ones, I knew that I had loved with the true passion that lies within me and that was enough for me to be able to say that I have lived!
Living in the Moment...how else is it supposed to be? Don't we all live in the moment? We don't know if we'll be able to take another breath tomorrow. So, why not just live your life and give it your all for "the moment"? The problem with that is, tomorrow is never promised for you. I don't know about you but I need to feel that warm and tingly feeling inside that I am in fact "safe and secure". I am a bit of a rebel and risk taker, which is why 'till this day, I'm left with many scars. Maybe I'm just meant to live my life like one big rollercoaster ride and enjoy it's ups and downs without ever getting off! Hey, it's FUN...why not?!
Rollercoasters and relationships...when you're on your way to the "TOP", you get those knots in your stomach, you don't know what lies ahead and don't know if the fall will be too steep. You're full of anxiety and excitement at the very same time. Finally, you reach the top and you see how beautiful the world can look when you're up so "HIGH". Then in an instant, it pulls you in and gives you such an unexpected rush that leaves you holding on for dear life! It reaches those incredible heights, those ups and downs that leave you gasping and wanting more! Of course the most memorable experiences are the ones that have all of those crazy twists and turns, which can either leave you with a serious migraine or a fractured body part that hopefully isn't your HEART...! ;-)
Oh my dear sweet Naughty girl...chin up!! These moments will culminate in the best memories of your life!...when you find that ONE to share the roller coaster ride with permanently it'll be that much sweeter, but for now enjoy your Great Adventure Fun Pass and get on board, take a Tylenol for the migraine and enjoy the ride!
ReplyDeleteI think just moments are the wave of most relationships these days. I have been there on those crazy rides, some I could have done without others I enjoyed while they lasted. They all taught me something though, my likes, dislikes, wants and needs in my journey to my husband to be. Everything is a learning experience, school never ends. :-)
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